2009-12-10

Dreams

My dreams have been somewhat unpleasant as of late. I haven't been able to quite figure out what I am trying to work through or what experiences my dreaming self are having in the dreaming dimension. What I remember is most likely a symbolic interpretation of events. I suppose it is at least somewhat related to what is happening in waking life. I have been noticing negative thought tendencies. I use my creativity too often in imagining what could go wrong. I think I am getting close to working through and seeing some of those beliefs that are causing that to happen.

2009-11-25

Obvious

It has become very obvious in my life that my thoughts and beliefs create my reality, literally. I have made myself sick, had pains, channeled more energy, opened and closed to psychic phenomena, caused events, etc. I need to be very deliberate and careful to form a reality I enjoy. Why experience things we don't want if you are the one in charge of your life?